“My mind is empty, and my body is as vast, and as expansive as the sky”
That was a mantra that was given to me during a yoga class on the first week back to training. I guess I should rephrase that; my first week rebuilding. I had taken a full month off from hard running, keeping my miles to 4 or less during the week and 8 or less on the weekends. I was ready to fall in love with running again, I was excited to get back to one of my biggest passions, running.
When the yoga instructor, Jeremy Wolf, guided us through our intention that night, he told
Taken on a beautiful April Trail run going up the Dakota Ridge Trail
us that we would be focusing on finding form by being formless. Rather than focusing our minds on holding the asana (or the pose), we were to focus on our breath, and on the mantra I lead this post with. Why? Well, what I distilled from it was that if you focus on the task, on the idea that you will be holding Triangle Pose, or Warrior 3, or Horse ect for a minute or more when you are already tired, then your mind will become overwhelmed by that idea and your form, and your ability to hold the pose will suffer. If instead you focus on your breath, and the fact that your body is capable of anything, as long as your mind doesn’t get in the way, then you can hold the pose, correctly, for much longer periods of time, thus truly gaining the benefits that the pose has.
I walked out of that class feeling lifted up, and truly excited about the miles I had in front of me. In fact, my run home was one of the best runs I had done in a long time. If I could incorporate this idea into my running as often as possible, how would that help? What would that do for me? As I push my miles ever upward, as I move towards the larger goal this summer of finishing the Leadville 100, how much more powerful will the experience be if I can successfully shut off my mind. What if rather than focusing on how many more miles I have left, or what time will I finish in, I focus on letting my mind empty of these distractions? What if I do this and I am able to discover (I mean really discover) that my body, and what it is capable of, is truly as vast and as expansive as the sky?
Running across the snow covered hills of South Valley Park the afternoon after a snow storm
As I have worked to rebuild my miles in the month since that class it has been my mantra. When I have focused on that idea, I have been able to push forward. When it slips from my sight, so does my progress. This year, it will be all about destroying the mental barriers that slow me down, that bring me down.
So, as I prepare myself for my first trail race of this season, and as I pull on my Runners Roost singlet, and approach the start line at Deer Creek Canyon Park in two weeks, I will plant that mantra firmly in my head. It will be my guide, and will open my body up to its possibilities, as opposed to the limits my brain puts in place and no matter what the outcome I will have an amazing race; which is, after all, the point.
A Life in Motion 